I am exhausted, thou might be !
I am pessimistic, thou would see !
I am cynical, thou could feel !
I am impatient, thou should find !
I am frail, thou now know !
I'd like to shed enough tear for a fading peaceful BBS, if ti is possibly to stop that !
I'd like not to feel the pains killing me inside just like which I've got from the tough reality of life !
I am leaving for my naive characters ;
I am leaving for my childish wishes ;
In a nutshell I just don't wanna be in a unreal however unfriendly crowd following days & nights out of real tough crowd !
Here it was a place I could hide !
Here it was a space I got fun !
Here it was a paradise I found peace !
In short I can hardly handle a secondy psychological torture after a serials of exhausting daily lives !
I'd rather be gone in a battle , than be honored through a quarrel !
U are too proud to lose , I am too fragile to follow......
That is all I got recently, so I'll be leaving for a period of time. till we all got enough !
